You shouldn’t have done this. Barriers are never too high.
But since this happened, there is no way back. I will never know your reasons.
The only thing left for me to do is to keep using Debian, and think about you every time I login.
Thanks for everything you brought to the world. Debian, open source, and you, in my memories for ever.
Your name will always be there, in deb-ian.
You ruled man, we will miss you very bad.